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Oh and this will be the last time I’m ever on tumblr. Just brings back weird gross ass nostalgic memories that I don’t want to be a part of so bye

3 years ago

I’ve been doing me for the past two months and it feels so good. Surprisingly I have no interest in guys at all and I tend to keep it that way. I’ve been reading a lot and getting to know myself better and I found a love for film and novels and I plan to keep it that way. Im so in love with films and certain directors and idk. I’ve also been really into makeup lately and although I have gained a shit ton of weight that never seems to being me down anymore I just watch what I eat now. My weight is not the main focus, but being happy is and I’m not sure what I feel . I don’t really like people to be completely honest and I miss my bestfriend oh so much and friendships here are okay I can’t complain. I have one really amazing friend that I love and I love to have long hugs with all of the time who happens to be a boy but that doesn’t me a thing. He’s one of the best people I’ve ever encountered so far and I love to help him out with his own predicaments. he’s truly the best. No, ewwww I do not like him and not in a million years. Sometimes you get to know people and u realize that many were meant to be friends and only friends. Guys are so gross and I’m so uninterested. But yes, I’ve realized that thinking from a humanistic perspective has helped me greatly these past few months but I am having trouble being nice to people. I just do not like people stepping all over me so I usually am quite upfront. Nonetheless, a break from school was well needed and I can’t wait sp>